why did i always quit masturbation and never quit it? i always quit it repeatedly.because my thoughts have not been sublimated, i have a deep understanding of the saying that helping others is helping myself.only when your thoughts are sublimated can you quit more effectively. after i decided to help others, i only broke the precept once, and i have never broken the precepts since then. i have been doing this for three years.i just finished the big exam this year. as i promised before, i must share my experience with you, hoping to inspire you!although i was not in the big exam this year, i was already satisfied with the score. it was the time when i did well in the exam.i got into the top ten from the last dozen in the class!but, like everyone else, i used to be a person who was addicted to pornography. at that time, i also experienced a lot of pain, which is really different from me now!so how did i transform? how did i have an indissoluble bond with abstaining from sex? please listen to my story!probably, people who know me think i am a kind and kind person. i treat people friendly and not greedy. i am a very good person! but what's the use of my appearance that can deceive so many people? in fact, i am not like this!i regret what i have done is reflected in all aspects, not to mention anything else. in order to fit the theme of the platform of quitting sex, i will first talk about my own sexual karma.since the fifth grade, i have fallen in love with masturbation without realizing it, and no one has taught me at all!i kept fantasizing and absent-minded and unable to learn when i was in elementary school. every time i feel that my desires are very satisfying, but i don’t know that these things are like salt water. drinking salt water to quench your thirst will only make you feel thirsty as you drink.after committing adultery, my body felt as if i had been exhausted, and i felt extremely empty. after satisfying my desire, after a while, the desire could not be satisfied at all, and it would only fall deeper and deeper. that was a trap.at that time, exercised every day in the third year of junior high school, and it was very nutritious, but it still didn't grow at all.i was listless and dizzy in class. there were also some situations that many people had, such as poor interpersonal relationships, etc. i don’t need to continue to talk about what everyone knows, and i can’t bear to look back on the confusing period.when i was in school, i was even more influenced by some bad ideas, believing that the world is the prey of the weak and intrigue. at that time, i was so confused. later, i accumulated capital for myself and started stealing things!at that time, i had a strong sense of hatred. when i made up for the school, i wanted to get the so-called "primitive capital" as soon as possible, and various psychology was intertwined.i actually started stealing the school's fire equipment. i never thought it was public property, bought with taxpayers' money, and i never thought about the safety of teachers and classmates!i stole it again and again, and the idea of stealing in my heart became stronger and stronger. i stole books from libraries, stole things from convenience stores, planned to steal bicycles, and even planned to steal expensive computers and other equipment.i even bought the tools, but fortunately i haven’t had the chance to start, otherwise my sins would be much greater than now!in the past, i was also a person who disrespected my teachers and often contradicted my parents at home. when my parents took care of it, they would make a big fuss. when they contradicted my parents, they always thought that i was right.there is also my former math teacher in junior high school, a teacher who was very strict and serious in discipline. but at that time, i not only did not understand the teacher's painstaking efforts.later, i actually insulted the teacher online, using a lot of ugly and filthy words, and insulted the teacher so wildly insulted in so many posts that so many people could see.i didn't care about the teacher's feelings at all, and i thought i could not be caught with anonymous hair, but i didn't admit it even if i was caught! apologizing is also false, and now i feel that what i did at that time was really speechless!i was bullied before. in the past, i was such a kind person who looked kind but had negative behavior and heart, and there were many evil things!it was really bad at that time. after doing so many sins, i was of course in my heart. later, i suffered from severe obsessive-compulsive disorder.this disease is really painful and i can't express it in words, but i can't look back!i was also in a bad mood. later, i injured my left hand, which was often used for stealing and adultery, in a chemical experiment. i was seriously injured and had a layer of skin...anyway, that was really a very painful time for me.later, i experienced some things and the care of my friends and family, which made me truly feel that in fact, there is no need to be intrigue and do so many evil things.so, i stopped stealing. i realized the importance of love. i found that i had always thought this was not good or that. actually, the real bad thing is myself. this is the beginning of my correction!of course, masturbation must also be changed. masturbation is a difficult bad habit. i tried my best to avoid it when i noticed its harm before, but this bad habit seems to be unable to be eliminated at all. i have repeatedly broken the precepts and cannot control my desires when they come.later, i really wanted to remedy it and persuade people to quit it. when i saw someone in baidu and other places asking questions such as "is masturbation harmful?" and "how many days does masturbation work?", i began to tell them the harm and persuade them to quit it.i have become more determined to do good and remedy my sins, constantly advise others to quit and help others to quit.since then, i have only broken the precept once, but it was broken because of an excuse in june 2010, and i have never broken it again. helping others is really beneficial to myself!it can be noticed that many times i broke the precepts, i was looking for excuses, and i just walked down my hands and couldn't control them. what's more correct is that i didn't want to control them at all.it's like a knife is covered with honey. it's clear that it's going to continue, but it's of course the price of injury and bleeding!so, don’t give yourself excuses. it’s easy to get into trouble.don’t eat too much fish and meat at home, just be lighter.this kind of life lasted for a period of time, and it was obvious that the attack of desire was so strong, much stronger than before.at that time, not only will the number of lustful dreams and nocturnal dreams increase greatly, but it will also easily cause people to break the precepts, and even themselves will not be able to withstand it. it’s really good to eat lighter and more vegetables, and you’re 80% full.this not only reduces desires and reduces the heart and has less nocturnal dreams, but also makes people feel energetic and will not feel drowsy due to excessive intake of food. moreover, eating less is of great benefit to the body.let yourself find some meaningful sustenance and never be too lazy. especially during the holidays, you can learn some meaningful things or do your own learning tasks or exercise. there are many meaningful things you can do.too lazy not only wastes time, but also because energy is nowhere to be available, so you waste your energy in vain. use your energy to do something meaningful!for example, promoting sex and spreading positive energy to others is a very meaningful thing!in addition, you need to look at some good methods and experiences from other people. this is a shortcut to success, especially if you read more good articles from senior quitting friends, you can also ask them.it is also very helpful to read more exquisite posts from the porn platform! in fact, there are many good ways to explore it yourself.in addition, in fact, it is up to yourself to really quit porn. no matter how many articles you read about quitting porn, it is useless if you cannot implement them. the key is action!come on, let the excuse disappear, let success start from now, and let life change start from now!
regarding learning, i don’t recommend that everyone learn well without working hard. first, work hard on your own. in addition, the following will definitely help you improve.
you must quit bad habits, such as masturbation, anger, drinking, smoking, sleeping in class, etc. no matter how hard you try, you will be exhausted by these things.
please set great ambitions and cultivate your kindness and responsibility. the purpose of reading is to learn more knowledge, you can help yourself and others!
please do not limit this ambition to yourself, but also to include others. only in this way can you have a broad mind, and only in this way can you have a truly powerful motivation. success belongs to this kind of person.
